Not even in a sad way, Just in that I should stop worrying about each little thing, and just fucking do what I feel like doing. I came to this after thinking and kind words from the wonderful 42, a regular on this hellish site.
Most of my problems in my everyday life come down to how I view myself, I don’t hate myself (most days) but I’m not happy with my appearance. When I shave my face I like how I look, but after about 6 hours, I look like I hate my 9-to-5 job. My facial hair grows thick and dark. My fix for that is electrolysis, but I have not had the time to do that.
Once that’s solved, I will be confident enough to get a job, and it’s all uphill from there right?
Let’s wait and see. For now, talk soon.