I have been ruined as a person. I am a shell of my former self, I used to be very talkative a social butterfly, and whatnot. But over the past 2 years of mental and social damage from friends and family, I have been more of a shut-in, being very weary with who I share information. It’s a defense mechanism to prevent word weaponization. I have had stuff put against me to comply with absolutely absurd tasks, and I have horrible trust issues and social anxiety. To the people who have wronged me, I hope you know that you are to blame for this, but I’m not mad at you, I’m just very saddened that you were like that and I hope that you got better, words and actions have a great effect on the course of peoples lives.